hideout..>>

sometimes everything moves ever-so-quickly, that it's hard to keep pace..
thoughts in between just come and go.. never take the shape of words.. never find the voices..

the clock hanging on my purple-coloured wall ticks the hours away.. and i move closer to the unknown world.. doing something I am not sure i'm meant to do.. being somewhere i'm not sure i'm suppose to be..>>

being lost sometimes is the best thing that can happen.. experience says it
sometimes when we don't make it where we think we should have, it's because our friend in heaven, the good old Lord, has thought of something better..
I just wish He didn't have these crazy ways of making us go through the worst we have ever been and then showing us how beautiful life is.. but then again, i wouldn't interfere in His works .. besides He's God.. i CAN't interfere in His works ..

the weird part about the clock is that it gives me all the time to do things i don't like to do.. and it makes me postpone things that mean the world to me.. somehow, its the same everyday.. unless i fight my way out.. and defeat this clock that just hangs in my room and controls my entire life..!
and then there are these feelings, friendships and love.. which I think I do understand but then again you can never be sure with life..

and i wonder and i wonder more.. what's the MasTERPLAn.. perhaps it's just God's way of telling me.. that time will defeat me everytime>>

besides prince charming may not necessarily come riding a white horse, blow me a kiss and sweep me off my feet..

but life is beautiful anyhow.. since i don't have a clock hanging on my purple-coloured wall :P :P.. and my prince charming may not be the perfect guy all the time [:P], but he can sure sweep me off my feet :)
and till i figure out the rest in my life.. i'll let myself be lost.. my Friend in Heaven better find me a good place to hideout..
and for the record>>this post was totally outta boredom :D :D