Saturday, December 30, 2006

of this world, and beyond

and i see the smoke fly up in the air.. lost somewhere.. and i can see it no more..
i want to touch it, and let it lie in my palm.. but it flies away..
and i wonder, i really do..
if pain could be smoke too?..


I know I don't belong here.. I know I am not upto it anymore..
and you may try as hard as you wish to.. I know I'll just land up where we all begin.. the same place where we both don't want to go back to..
smoke .. can it trample tears, can it soak smiles..

do you see the world beyond..
beyond the smoke.. .. do you?
>>>><<<<
and while i hoped you could see beyond..
if you could create a newer world..
a newer one for you and me..
you looked beyond me..
and again, everything falls back in place..



we are here to make me realise, i should give up now.
i should, i know.. because God is not testing me anymore
just giving me the signs..
for that which i don't deserve, i shall never have..
or should I differ and make Him think again.. ?

try and design destiny or change it at the least..
or should i just sit back and watch my life slip out of my hands like sand..


and my tear trickles down
falls onto the ground

and that insignificance of life,
i wonder how
drowns my smiles
soddens the sand
or maybe the life that slipped outta my hands..

and i reach out, to touch it again..
to hold it and cling it, for it is my own..
and i see you walked over it
and now, it's all gone

do you see the smoke now
for maybe that's all you would see..
for i'm gone.
i have crossed and reached the world beyond..
and may this world, this reality not touch me again..

8 comments:

Varenya said...

Just waiting for the first print of your book...

Sonika said...

lets keep our fingers crossed!! :)

Rohit Nag said...

awesome....
u should start publishing now itself... i will make sure all the fingers are crossed.

Bavani Sam said...

Belated Happy New & is ur poetry published =) congrats!

anu said...

congrats yar its awesome wll should publish a book !!!
im waiting eagerly

pintu said...

first of all i am surprised how some can write so beautifully..but we all have to believe its "sOnika" who's writing beyond our imagination.she has a power to express her views and thoughts in words..a great talent to put her feelings and emotions into words...i think she is no far to become a great writer..we all can feel ourselves in her articles..like its something about us..i wish her good luck..hey sonika keep up the good work..take care..and keep writing for all of us..thanks..kapil

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