"Can miles truly seperate us from friends? If we want to be there with someone we love, aren't we already there?"
-Richard Bach
. and you took me all wrong today ..i'm not judging the relationship we share, i could.. i would never ..
i'm only judging myself again ..looking for reasons, though i know even reasons cease to matter, to make any difference at all ..
there's still hope that maybe those reasons help me survive, a little longer .. while i put myself through the judgements again ..attempting to understand, to decide..
.. is it better to give it all i have and watch everything still move away, lose away everything i hold so precious to myself .. or should i give up trying now, for it'll hurt a little less but the regret shall still haunt that i never gave it enough, gave it everything, all i could.. all i should..
the indecision is hurting now.. watching everything slip away and no regrets, only pain and a realisation .. a painful thought <><<
there's nothing more I could ever do
to make it alright, to have you
to be your reason, to be your smile
to dissolve the distance of these miles ..
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I remember telling you once, that, one aught to do all that's in their power to salvage a relationship, regardless of how much it may hurt, because then, in the end, if it were to fall apart, you'd at least have the satisfaction of having done all you could.
i do shan.. agree and imply that..
but what about the pain of losing it.. atleast you can blame yourself in the end of not giving enough.. or should u just accept that u dont deserve it.. ?
That only heals with time. And it's not that we should accept that we didn't deserve it, sonika, it's merely that, we are better suited to deserve something else.
A similar quote that I like, “I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, Even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.” -- Anonymous
you know wat... may be u dont have to judge yourself.... u dont have to look at urself in the mirror and ask y u did it everytime u did something. stop trying so hard to hold onto things thats not meant to stay.... and things that are meant to stay will stay widout u trying
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